A Raw Time!

The battle has begun 

It's all abuzz

Pick a side, you know which one

All I need is to unplug 

Goddammit give me a hug 

I am a human with emotions so raw

Is my energy in motion breaking the law? 

Dear EveryBeauty, 

I don't know about you but I've been feeling anxious, excited, hyper but also tired and lethargic. I know it's because of this uncertain time, so I'm hoping I'm not alone. Any-who, through the rollercoaster of emotions and thoughts I've been moving and shaking my worldly perspectives (relationship with food/body, career, friends, myself, etc). 

Moving and shaking into a balanced place, where I'm fully awake and aware (realizing, taking advantage of the right here now and loving it). Everything starts from within. It's been said over and over by many amazing humans and they are very, very right! I am fucking ready to look within and KNOW & BEEEEEE! 

I'm very tired and heading to bed after this but I just wanted to write this out so it's documented! 

I probably won't make sense in this paragraph so be warned. During a time when I was feeling, lost and feeling that I had no purpose in life I stumbled upon a guy on Instagram who had great content. I looked further into this website online and found out his purpose in life is to help people find their purpose in life. So synchronistically happened and voila, I ordered his $5 ebook and on chapter 3 right now. Any-who he had this exercise where you list out all your talents and careers (ones you desire to do if money wasn't an issue) and for me it was fun. Once you've made your list you ask 3 other people to do the same about you. You collect them all in one place and you need to narrow it down to 1 talent and 1 career. And because I'm a rebel I totally couldn't do that so I picked 3 as I feel that's a nice magical number. Sooo the results I got are:

Career(s) {Could be all in one}

I am a:

Psychic Reader

Artist (any I fancy)

Sound Healer

Talent(s) 

I am:

Creative

Intuitive 

Disciplined 

Those three titles I've decided to focus on to build my legacy! So now that everything is on Zoom, and there is social distancing I believe it is a great time for me to delve into my buried psychic abilities, play the guitar/sing and look up ways that I can sound heal (take a course to a diploma maybe)... Any-who, during this time I believe it would be productive to finish my Metaphysical Science Masters Degree, Professional Hugging Certification (enhanced) and continue with my Tania Gabriella Secret Power of your Name course. And when I can do Yoga Training... I'll do that (as I'm already signed up)!! Hmmm, while looking at all of that, I have a lot on the go... Hmm! Interesting, no more binge watching Outlander :P Gotta get to it, my talents are needed! :D 

Btw, this is a poem I wrote late last night:

"I am more than the body I wear

I do love her, I do care

For she is my vessel connected to Gaia

Made up of Magic, Earth, Wind, Rain and Fire

So with this stay

I will understand the game and play

As there is a role only I can meet

Only my fingerprint from my head to my feet

I will touch great souls like you

For I come at a time with grandiose change, this is true 

I am thankful for my body

She helps me like you

To create a miracle in history"

That's all for now Lovlies! Take good care of yourself, if you are feeling droopy feel it, if you want to not go outside don't go, if you want to do a workout do a workout, if you want to cry cry, be your own best friend. Everything that you are feeling or emoting that is perfect and needed and essential to this world! Thank you for being you and letting yourself be here in such a magical yet psychotic time! We all signed up for this playground, time to play! ;)

Love you all, 

Ahn xoxox

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"Feel your emotions, live true your passions, keep still 

your mind." - Geoffrey M. Gluckman

Word of the Night

Oneirataxia 

Noun

The inability to distinguish between fantasy and reality